The ambulance arrived after I filmed the career return – it was a return to the career return of Jewel-Osco's – yes: I've never, as much as I always appreciated the rescues, drafted such a mad script about the internal "secret" about Marshalls!
While the anxiety is always there under the surface an employment agreement did somehow improve my emotional welling. Nowadays, if it's not that "How hungry are you" to a level I couldn't get myself to walk into a grocery, a Walgreens, or a Cafe. But it did keep up my work ethic, good ethics, while I was at Marshalls and Kohl's. How did these two retail companies have so different crew cultures?
And Kohl's stock is sky-dropping while TJX's skyrocketing? Just like I was wondering in the morning before I got here: rewarding evils the same as rewarding gods? They did send that little black bitch to see the nurse after they sent me! I was defending myself if not anybody else's drawer while she was a plain harasser. It's more than being "fair" or not fair: don't we all come here to want to be as independent as they all are here? At least could we have our own independence instead of all the making nonsense entertainment$?
So, I agree if women's competition better leave it to women? It’s not that ideal, either, that two women team-up to hit a man together. Would we expect to see that at a professional level, like in WWE? But some women just would love to suck and fuck like a man. And some man too: a transgender man runs 100 meters with a group of women athletes for competitions… Well, I guess I'm discussing this topic still as a man and woman. And very personal. As, men suck the most and they would like to be sucked, especially by the other men. Women like me, for example, do somehow believe in self-sufficiency. And after rounds of rounds, I still believe it's not bad for us to have our own money and more money as a woman.
I totally understand when a guy expects company from a woman. Some men would like his woman and women to be one role of all the roles: from a rich grandma to a mom to a daughter and even rich granddaughters, as much as they need the role of company. Maybe women too, like who wouldn't like it if the daddy could also be the son! But after a daddy or a son that we feel like relying on, we, women, probably would continue to go look for the same thing. Maybe next time we are lucky enough we will meet Adam, ours, and the two of us could drive all the way to Miami. Not in the shelter of course but in the resorts together.
Just because I have anxiety and use sleeping therapy instead of the screaming method, I am still being questioned. Literally, I'm not sleeping in anyone else's bed, right? And I have a severe volume of content in all the formats besides the formula that I have been trying to produce. Is it something that they could speed up?
So, if you could be your own Adam, yes – when you are bored if not stupid, do yourselves! – why would you have to endlessly keep going for the same thing? 10 billion is a real number instead of only my guessing! And who would you like to "social" with when you are a billionaire? I haven't seen the difference between regarding or regardless of what your business is or would be.
So right after the session above, my access to the app of the device was locked. Impulsively, I pressed a button and was immediately reminded of the loss from last time. Some humans keep committing the same mistakes if not the same crimes, even after the bad consequences took place before. How could we help our situations without cursing about the same nature?
It's co-living of course and it's co-workers everywhere. Someone just would love to work with you – not the same as those who just would want to fuck you. Well, our design, if not only my own defend system, is caring. As important as God could give us mercy. But self-care is as necessary as self-control. The most effective way is to make a good wish with the right affirmative tune when you are with a clear mind. As for the right tune, maybe it also includes the resonance from your audience. Seriously, it's a collaboration, even though the audiences have more options as to choosing to turn on the podcast or not.
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